Sunday, June 19, 2011

Precious, 21ST BIRTHDAY PARTY Herve Leger Dress+ Christian Louboutin Shoes, Mommy, and my ex-boyfriend.

Hello, world! Here I am again, NocturnELLE, another sleepless night. I just got done watching Baby Mama, it's pretty funny, except that's not what I'm blogging about right now. I'm blogging about the film Precious, this Herve Leger dress and pair of Christian Louboutins that I would KILL to have for my 21st Birthday, my mommy, and my ex boyfriend that I can't get off my mind. 

Starting off with Precious: I had been dying to see this movie ever since I saw the first trailer. I could tell by the trailer that it was going to be a heartfelt story, and WOW. In the midst of all the comic book movies and unneeded sequels/prequels that are made today, what a beautifully compelling and intense film. The acting was very, very well done. Gabourey Sidibe was simply fantastic, her performance reached out to make the viewer feel her pain, and Mo'Nique surely deserved and rightfully won her Academy Award for her portrayal of a cruelly abusive mother. This movie chronicles the hardships Precious has gone through and how she was able to gain her independence and find her voice, similar to The King's Speech, another movie about one finding their own voice and overcoming obstacles that life brings our way, whether it be having a speech impediment or being illiterate from a broken home. This movie should inspire us all to stay hopeful and strong when surrounded by misfortune or chaos, and that there is something precious within all of us.

Now, onto the fashion! A few weeks ago, my mom told me she found this incredible dress on the Saks Fifth Avenue website. I wasn't with her when I found it, but I knew which one it was right away. It's a gorgeous metallic Herve Leger bandage dress that is utterly fabulous beyond belief. She later found a pair of glittered Christian Louboutins. I've attached pictures of both below. I would really LOVE to wear these for my 21st birthday party (which if anybody has any planning tips or suggestions, let me know :D)

 I do love Christian Louboutin and Herve Leger, my lists of both of them are available on my Fashiolista page. I'm sure I'll get these someday, I just wish it was now. My mother was a victim of a Ponzi scheme and we lost our house and all of our money, it's been very depressing, so things like Christian Louboutin shoes and Herve Leger dresses are far off into the future. What matters is that despite my mother thinking she let me down and failed as a mother, she really is the best mother in the whole wide world, who has stuck by my side no matter what. I love you, Mommy!!! I've attached 2 pix of us, one from when I was almost a year old and the second one from my 19th Birthday Dinner at Club 33 at Disneyland last year

Last but not least, to close this blog out, is my ex-boyfriend. Taylor (or as I renamed him, "Sam Chase" was my first grown-up relationship and my first love, and now one of my best friends. He was sweet, funny, happy-go-lucky kind of guy who was crazy about me... Despite this, he was kind of a loser. He was working a minimum wage job as a valet driver, living in a guest house at his parents (that I didn't mind), and was a pot-head. He was kind of headed in no direction, so when his fugly ex-girlfriend offered him a job where she lives in Bondi Beach, Australia, he jumped on it. Minimum wage is $16 an hour there, and now he's down there working as a valet and making double what he made here. How moronic to fly halfway across the world to work the same job he was working here. The only reason why wages are higher is because it costs more to live there. T had a traveler's visa to let him live and work in Australia for a year that was going to expire at the end of April, so he had to go. We had a pretty rocky but loving relationship, I must have broken up with him 10-15 times. When he told me he was leaving, I told him "I don't do long distance, it's over. We can stay together until you leave." which is what we did, and I really didn't want to say good bye. I did everything I could to prevent him from leaving, but he did anyway. We parted as best friends though, which is good, but we still love each other very much. His ex girlfriend that he's living with talked s**t about me to him behind my back and has to comment on something every time I write on his status or pictures on Facebook. Apparently, she supposedly thinks I'm immature also, look at the pot calling the kettle black. She thinks I act like a teenager, but the age difference between me and a 15 year old is only 5 YEARS, THE AGE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN HER AND A 15 YEAR OLD IS 21 YEARS. AND SHE HAS A KID AND IS ACTING LIKE THIS, AND A NEW BOYFRIEND! I CAN'T STAND THAT HE'S STAYING WITH HER, SHE LURED HIM DOWN THERE UNDER FALSE PRETENSES THAT HE WOULD BE WORKING FOR HER, BUT HE DIDN'T GET ANYTHING UNTIL 2 MONTHS AFTER HE GOT THERE. IDK WHY BUT I MISS HIM SO MUCH! When I wasn't annoyed with him, I adored him and he adored me, even though the majority of people in my life told me to dump him. One of the times I tried to dump him, I said "I know you're not going to be the one I end up with, but I can't picture you with anybody else but me." and started crying and he felt the same. I almost felt whole with him, I just want him back. I constantly contradict myself, because I also love being single and have been getting lots of male attention. Here's one of the only pictures I have with T. I'm going to try to get some sleep. Good Night Moon, and until next time, ciao! <3 Elana Jade Rebel "NocturnELLE"


  1. Hi Girl
    I just look at the trailer of Precious.
    And you are right! We all got some precious in uss. And we girl MUST be HAPPY! with everything WE GOT! And i Hope you gett Christian Louboutins for you're 21th B-DAY! When is you're birthday btw?
    I would send you a lovley Message .

  2. You're so right, we do! It's hard to remember though, but we do. I hope I get them too and the dress! It's January 31st :). When's yours? and I'm never on MSN chat do you have Facebook?

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